The first month having you in my life it really freak me out. First time being a mother I am nervous and clumsy at the same time. Most of the thing I've learnt by myself. I am freak out because you cry a lot and I dont know what to do. I have zero knowledge in being a mother. Nonetheless, they said mother instict is always the best.
I have learnt how to be a mother. And to me motherhood is fun. I love taking care of you I dont mind I didnt get enough sleep, tired, and didnt get my exersice time just to take care of you. I love doubg it.
I know deep down inside I was born to be a mother.
Medina,
From the moment we came back home from hospital you begin to show the personality inside although all you is crying I know I can understand your need and want. You teach me how to be patient towards you. And I pray I will be till the day Im gone. At first it was not easy for me understand your need but slowly I learn that.
This first month you start to recognize your mother by using your nose. Im so happy to know that you can sense me although you cannot see yet. You only want me to hold you most of the time. I remember the first night we sleep in our bedroom you sleep on my hand. You didnt wanna get away from me even 1cm away. You want me to cuddle you then only you can sleep happily.
At this moment you sleep all the time during day and night.
However this time you cried so hard when it is time to bath. You start to feel the difference between the water inside me and the water in real life is and you hate it so much.
You hate to be in swaddle as you want to flexing your muscles. What a strong girl.
My baby I wish you can explore the world and learn from it.
You are growing so fast Im getting so emotional.
This is for you.
Love
Mommy
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